Saturday, June 11, 2011

Yunnai, Eden, Nadine

I NEED A GIRL!


I need a girl to ride, ride, ride

I need a girl to make my wife

I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life

I need you Baby!...

Friday, June 10, 2011

Instant le plus heureux avec l'être aimé



















J'ai eu un putain de super-vie merveilleuse, je l'aime!


Baby Erynn i love you so fucking bien

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Morning Walk

On my morning walk to the beach I came across this starfish that had washed up on the shore. My mind started going into its usual process of how rare it is to find these and I wonder what happened to it. I find it funny that on my Facebook page I wrote "Done" as a update status and I am getting some of the most interesting comments from others. I feel that something should be said for the power of writing. To clarify, I am tired of all the extra crap in my life that doesn't really matter.



I have enough to worry about in my life right now and am opting out to a simple life of doing what I have to do to survive. So, I am done with the silly crap, done with taking pictures because I have to, not because I want to. I am finding myself again and I like it. I actually am looking forward to taking pictures of things I want to take pictures of. I was lost for quite a few years. I love to create, I love people and I love music and LOVE, LOVE my ability to create. All of these things were given to me from our creator. I'm tired of not using my full capabilities. I choose to do something about it. I choose to not sit stagnate.

Funny, I received a call from a local gallery located inside a Community Theatre and the lady said she loved my work and wanted to know if I had anything to bring in for an opening of "The Talking Heads" Play opening tomorrow. I brought down 9 pieces and she loved them. I was thinking she would pick 3 or 4 out of the grouping. Then when I said I had more at home she told me to go home and get them. She was more excited than I was. (which is rare) Not sure if I will sell any of the pieces, but if it gets the attention of some other folks, so be it.I find it ironic that the starfish passing away and washing up on the shore is a liking to what my life has been like for a while. Dead and washed up. But now I am cleansed and renewed, on the beach and there for everyone to see and to communicate with.

I feel positive vibes once again in a negative world. I have found some temporary work, starting soon. Not sure how long it is going to last, but then again, we don't know a lot about what is going to happen to us tomorrow. This weekend is a busy one. Filled with Music, dancing, weddings and The Green Expo. Michael Franti and Spearhead is coming to Sir Thomas Mitchell Road Sat. You know where I'll be... Dancing in the streets festival is going on the same day in the afternoon.Sometimes being a star doesn't always lend itself to being a super-star. Sometimes its just the fact that you get lucky enough to stumble across one every now and then.

It's a heart breaking sending over the love of my live back to where she belongs.And me continuing my Journey.I will miss you again baby like i always do.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Hey Midget.. still reading by blog. Ha Ha Ha.. you are such a jokes. And i learn new words from Erynn. She Said " Bantut & Hodoh ". Ha Ha! don't believe it she's response .. Ha Ha..Ha Ha..

Oii Prost, It's over... Ha Ha!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

There are Memories that i don't want to forget

There are times in life that you want to remember certain things and certain people just the way they were. But with all things in life, things and people change. Sometimes the heart grows fonder, sometimes it gets broken. I realize that the circle of life will eventually come my way just like it has for countless others, but am not sure about the how and the when. So, I have been thinking lately like I always do and am determined more than ever to get my group dance underway. Even, now we already start it.



I want to leave my mark in this world. You know, make a difference in someone's life. I think I would like to be a music teacher to kids when I grow up. I remember volunteering at Taipei Kindergarten School in the music classes. back in 2008\09 and just loving it. I also remember so many other things from those days. Things I'll never forget. Sunrises at sea I'll never see the same way again. As I look at this image I am reminded of those carefree days and the friends I had and the people I met.



This is what life is all about I told myself. (and it really is)


People come and go from my life. I never regret as all of you coloured my life.

I wont forget about all of you , ever.... Especially a taste of loves that i've gone thru.

It's unforgetable.


To someone, i know how you hate me so much, i re-use the statement just to bait you.

I know u've been reading my blog. Trust me i don't meant it and i am super Happy that

you read my Blog.


Good Day!



Owh Baby...














You Complete Me

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Eternal Flame

Our very first song during Karaokeat Kev's K.



Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand? Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming? Is this burning an eternal flame? I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame? Say my name, sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling , Say my name, sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Close your eyes and give me your hand Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand? Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame? Is this burning an eternal flame? An eternal flame? (Close your eyes and give me your hand Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand? Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame?)

Baby, have a sweetest dream. I'm here beside you.



I Love you sweet tooth.

Je'taime Baby Erynn

"Parfum ExotiqueQuand, les deux yeux fermes, en un soir chaud d'automne,Je respire l'odeur de ton sein chaleureux,Je vois se derouler des rivages heureuxQu'eblouissent les feux d'un soleil monotone ;Une île paresseuse où la nature donneDes arbres singuliers et des fruits savoureux ;Des hommes dont le corps est mince et vigoureux,Et des femmes dont l'œil par sa franchise etonne.Guide par ton odeur vers de charmants climats,Je vois un port rempli de voiles et de mâtsEncore tout fatigues par la vague marine,Pendant que le parfum des verts tamariniers,Qui circule dans l'air et m'enfle la narine,Se mêle dans mon âme au chant des mariniers."





Je t'aime, Je t'adore- Baby Erynn

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Bondi












Stalking me huh?

Oh how i hate you, and you know that!!! such a midget with ugly face.

I am blind to falls for you. You are such a joke. Toss your pussies to someone else please!!

Ha! Ha!

Friday, June 3, 2011

The Journey

I'm back again in Erynn's arm once again. We are in Bondi now. How i am relief to see her smile,

kissing her and hold her hand all the time.



Erynn ... I Love You Baby...





Erynn Baby...,You know that I'm a person of few words. I don't often say what is on my mind and even if I do, it usually doesn't come out quite right. But what I do not express verbally doesn't mean I don't feel it in my heart.I may not say I love you everyday as some do. I may not have bought you beautiful gifts on occasions that matter. I may not have empathized when you were crying out for understanding. And I may not have done the right things to make you feel loved.



If you are going to judge me on these things alone, I know I have failed miserably. But if only you could look through my heart to see who it is beating for, you would know the depth of my love for you.Darling, my emotions may not show but a love that is mostly hidden like mine is always deep and eternal. My heart can accommodate no other apart from you and I know this is how it is going to be for the rest of my life.Expressionless I may be. Cold I may seem. But true love doesn't need to be shown. It resides in the heart just as how it resides deep in mine. And no matter the seasons that will come and go, it will be there withstanding the test of time.


As I write this today, the words are hard to flow. It is not my nature to be expressive. But no matter what, I want you to know that you are loved and cherished. And I want you to know that I do care. My words will never be able to describe exactly how I feel so, Nadine love you.


Forever yours ... I can't never get enough of you even after our "special" session. You are my Lust. I Love You.

Your only Nadine