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To whom it may concern. I'm away for a surgery.
Hopefully we will meet again in here.

We stared on the same moon, remember?... take care ya!
Stargazer.

We so often walk by, not taking a second glance. On what we consider to be another chance.Oh, how I wish that things could be different between you and I, another life another time I count the days gone by.
I know in my heart that God has plans for all of us, we need to stop and look for signs. He wants us to interact, participate and to intertwine.
As we grow older, and somewhat wiser, our eyes are opened to what really matters. Not our look, but our outlook, OK maybe we all get a little fatter. Ha Ha!
As I reflected upon my life this morning, up from the dunes, I have to smile as I listen to "The girl on the moon" (by Foreigner) on my iTunes.

I remember as a youth dreaming of what my life would be like, all those trips into town, time to think as I rode my bike.As I got older and finally got my car, out drinking with friends, playing out what our maker has written in my life book, I found out a man with friends can go far.

Funny, my life, it really has turned out to be more than I ever expected it could be. Oh to win the lottery, rich and no worries. But I am finding out that my wealth is not monetary but a combination of the people in my life, the people who truly know my heart, with them, I never want to be apart.

So in closing, I want to extend a hand of friendship, love and human compassion to all of those people I know and love with all my heart, that they too will find what I found, a feeling of joy in my soul, a burning love to be around them, and a smile on my face that they too know when I see them, my eyes talk without saying a word, my smile says I love you my friend...

Sometimes we don't have to speak a word, because the message is loud and clear but only needs to be heard.

I found new LOVE. It's sort of motivation and i realised that i love her.
J.A I love u

Selfishtrots!!

Am realizing many things as of late. One is to have confidence in yourself and your abilities.
Two, don't let anyone ever tell you that you are useless or not good enough.

I've been listening to this songs for a while, it dawned on me last night when he sang the lyrics " Hey world what you say, should I stick around for another day (or two).
Don't give up on me, I won't give up on you.
Just believe in me like I believe in you".

It is so true, don't give up. Not everything in life is handed to us.
Sometimes we have to fight for it, or understand it, and maybe even recognize what it is that God intended us to be doing in this lifetime. Dont takes things for granted, no one owes you anything and if you want something bad enough, YOU have to make it happen.
Live life people. I find it really awesome that I can talk with so many people from so many countries from my skype.

I've been in skype today from 11.00 a.m right to 02.00 p.m waiting and hoping, waiting and hoping again that she will be there. But she's not. I am praying to god, that she will be allright.

I 've being selfish yesterday to break up on her sweet 24th birthday. I know i shouldn't do that. But i just don't want her to forget about us or to be exact on ME. as i'm afraid that everything will fade away. I'm hoping that she still remember me on her every birthday even it's not in a good way.

I love you, I do!

All the doors open

Schedules, interactions, all the doors are open, all the doors are closed, tide is in, tide is out. Nothing is ever as it seems. Things in life don't always go according to plan, this I know.

I find that feast or famine is a way of life and that I need to know that when the feast comes to put away so that the famine won't be as bad. I have been taking life one day at time. This is a new idea for me that others have been practicing for years. I have a few decisions to make in the near future and have been praying I make the appropriate one. Some are career related choices, others are lifestyle changes, while the rest are everyday modifications. I miss writing in my blog, but have been terribly busy job hunting and working crazy shifts, trying to balance it all. One day at a time I tell myself. All doors are open at this time, which one shall I choose?

Hopefully the right one.

Reminder for Me = True what her x said, what with the status?, engaged or get married or in a relationship in FB Status. It's not gonna change anything as i'm nt there with her. I really hope she's understand why i'm doing this to her and my self.

Space = Popo's Home

Mood = Missing badly.