Selfishtrots!!

Am realizing many things as of late. One is to have confidence in yourself and your abilities.
Two, don't let anyone ever tell you that you are useless or not good enough.

I've been listening to this songs for a while, it dawned on me last night when he sang the lyrics " Hey world what you say, should I stick around for another day (or two).
Don't give up on me, I won't give up on you.
Just believe in me like I believe in you".

It is so true, don't give up. Not everything in life is handed to us.
Sometimes we have to fight for it, or understand it, and maybe even recognize what it is that God intended us to be doing in this lifetime. Dont takes things for granted, no one owes you anything and if you want something bad enough, YOU have to make it happen.
Live life people. I find it really awesome that I can talk with so many people from so many countries from my skype.

I've been in skype today from 11.00 a.m right to 02.00 p.m waiting and hoping, waiting and hoping again that she will be there. But she's not. I am praying to god, that she will be allright.

I 've being selfish yesterday to break up on her sweet 24th birthday. I know i shouldn't do that. But i just don't want her to forget about us or to be exact on ME. as i'm afraid that everything will fade away. I'm hoping that she still remember me on her every birthday even it's not in a good way.

I love you, I do!