The time has come again. A sea of change. The ocean is vast, and my travels are limited, but I know that my mind can take me anywhere I please. I get very involved sometimes with my own issues when there are others out there with much more serious issues than myself. I have to find light, find positive in all that is. Starting over, reconnecting, remembering, forgetting, it's all part of our lives. An upcoming memorial service for my mother and middle brother has me feeling like I am going to relive their death all over again. I really wish closure could have happened when they passed, but that was not my decision. So, I push forward, trying to rationalize in my own brain why all of this had to happen, a mother and son passing within a month of each other. The answer to that will be answered later. I just have to accept it.

Not even sure this stuff even gets read anymore. I started writing this blog for myself, not expecting anyone to read it until after I was long gone. This project was something for my own self and friends that either knew me or just wanted to know what my gray matter was kicking around inside. Actually, I think my gray matter is purple, so there. Either way, find a way to shine on. If not for someone else, do it for yourself.
The best part is, why should i ask for more?? i already had an ANGEL!!!

And I love my Erynn. I had a disease you can call it Erynnholics!!!

Peace